well to start with, we will go back a few MONTHS....yes that's how long I'm behind on this...

ok so after AN, i kpet trying to find myself a job and not really succeeding until i got a call from this agency i'm with, telling me they have a job for me....im extatic and say yes immediately, they tell me i start in 2 weeks (middle of july) no problem, i am just running out of money and i will have time to make some more before Otakuthon. it did mean tho that i wouldnt be able to spend too much and that i wouldnt be able to go to Fan Expo as i had planned if i could get a job fast enough.. sad but not really because im waayy to beat by work to do anything anyways which can be sad also but im managing slowly to get back into the beat of doing things on a regular basis

so now we get to Otakuthon, where i come down with this weird virus on wednesday night which leaves me alive but feeling dead on thursday and i miss work over it, then i come in on friday looking like death warmed over and still feeling peaky and off balance. then i decide its a good idea to go spend the night at Otakuthon.....i nearly faint a few times and hang off of Mike (the convenient and nice pole that he was) for a few hours because i cant stand straight by myself....yeah good idea...sure...i go home to sleep after the boyfriend drops me off and offers the futon to mike, who was prepared to sleep on chairs in the palais des congres after coming down from CORNWALL....insane...but i disgress. i went to sleep and woke up sometime around 12h and still felt like crap so i took the day to get myself peeped up then around 5 i went back, got there at 6, went to lunch and watched a few things and talked and bought things and played kid kodak and went to see the fireworks that were being presented at La Ronde (attraction park?) on top of the palais.

went back home by boyfriend taxi again (damn useful it is, tee hee) and watched my parents and godparents play poker for a bit then went to sleep on the couch, cuz the godparents were taking over the bed. next morning and most of the afternoon, i spent with the visiting family, which was enjoyable in the fact that it was good times and that it let me NOT MOVE!! which helped me recover a bit more. i then went back to work on monday.

and now i work for a nice place and i understand more and more about my work and am plannign on staying there for a good long time so i make nice with the people i work with and enjoy having money coming in again and put some aside to move out soon with.

Fan Expo is this weekend and i will have to stay home while the boyfriend and both best friends will be going...im sad but i really cant go right now so i just hope they have fun for me too

still thinking of the next cosplay and how i will make it with lotsa help from best friend kenny, who i never-changing no matter how many years have gone by...even tho she is not as close as she was, which saddens me a bit...i feel like a third wheel sometimes when i was the strong link in the chain for so long....i think this can be called growing up?

enough musing, i dont wanna end up depressed so

thats my life for now